January 27,2007
[AWAY]
Hahahahahhahahahha Dammmmmmmmmmm life's such a fuckin tripp. reading back at all that shit that happened back in 7th && sum of 8th grade..the summer ....fukkkkkkkkkk....hahahahahaah You dont know how badddd i wiiish i could go back...just to those days where everything was simple and the laughs && smiles came soo easily...the waterfights..the inside jokes...the getting vic mad about the dumbest shit...Lol...Having HUGE ASS Smiiiles when stupid lil bitchez would try n put us down and thinking they could actually affect us by running their lil mouths....Bein COMPLETLY && UTTERLY in sync with our thoughts and how just with a glance we would laugh our asses off n people would be looking at us like WTF!!!! Hahahahha The Food!!! Omg The Food...Lol...everybody sharing off eachother hahahhaha ...im thinking now maybe thats why we all ended up getting sick so dam much!!! Lol.....Remember the days at the grass or just walking around goin from parks to the 711 to wherever our feet could take us...dammmmm...its seems like such a lifetime ago...i moved...u switched up guys...one that makes you even more happier now..everything changed...n god i wished it hadnt......it was foreva riight.......Its ok tho...i mean hey just because we want something to stay the way it is doesnt mean life around us wont go on......n it did....we did....everything did.....just know that you definitly were one of the best things to happen to me....it was some of the greatest times of my life....and its even funnier to see that it was just sooo ......simple. But i was Happy. I truly was. But i guess some things just have to stay in the past now. But no matter wat.I know that four words will always remain with me...just like many of the things you said...everything always so insightful and making me overthink it to the last word. but this....just simple and hitting the nail right on the head...no need to "read between the lines" it just was what it was ..No Secrets No Game.
"Every now and then, those three little words slip out.
No, not I love you, and no, not I hate you, but I miss you.
And for an instant, I can't stand myself because I know you
never thought about me, half as much as I think about you."