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Status: Single
City: LEXINGTON
State: KENTUCKY
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/26/2004

Who Gives Kudos:


Sunday, May 15, 2005 
about some things..... in no particular order.... energy exchange connectedness skepticism purpose insecurity incongruence of ideals vs. action solipsism sex quitting my job keeping my job reaching out to others staying to myself songs the sopranos dogs with cancer loved ones with cancer vegetarianism nihilism loved ones in jail friends who seem cold and distant judgements about self being cold and distant chiropractic is a bunch of hooey placebo effect is powerful carl sagan is my hero andy kaufman is too men are stupid women are sexy and mysterious raising children is our purpose i will be an excellent father my child will have an experience like no other i've known to have i will miss jesse dave farris is my brother guys get a long better with guys i wish daryl would call me again i wish i had more intimacy with my friends i want more money modernity is overrated post modernity is absurd post post structuralism is hooey i think a societies mores and folkways boil down to food production girls are cute i want to be my authentic self around people i'm uncomfortable around i'm uncomfortable around everyone am i doing my part towards the evolution of higher consciousness? tribe.net is awesome books and music should already be free on the internet why are people always selling things to each other am i an atheist? who is richard feynman? why don't cute girls talk to me more often? am i that guy? what the bleep do they know? i should have used clorox wipes in high school on my desks. i should have had more sex before my current situation. does anything matter? of course it does. what a stupid fucking question. why am i stuck in a rut? i'm not stuck in a rut can we get something out of the everyday? evolution's got you down? hold on. it will not let you try unless you hold on. john lennon was sexy. a bit on the dense side, but what a looker. i'm going to miss danny. i hope he does well in la. i wish i were rich. if, then. when, can? so? this is like a bad haiku or something. no, people will relate. only a couple though. oh well, its worth it, just for them. just to connect a little bit at a time. baby steps. what have you been thinking about? love, Big Fresh www.myspace.com/bigfresh www.joybombs.com
john
John Ferguson

 
KUDOS? i thought that was a snack bar.

how about props?

or tight?

or hella.


or a phone call.

to myself.

love,

me
 
Posted by john on Sunday, May 15, 2005 - 6:55 PM
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b

 

I  F'ing LOVE this blog!  Love it.  It's exactly how my mind works allll day long.  It's exhausting!  Thank you for posting.  Made my totally happy. 

So, what are you thinking about today? hehe 


 
Posted by b on Tuesday, September 20, 2005 - 7:28 PM
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Sprace (Spr*ach*ae)

 
What I'm currently thinking...

I'm glad to be one of the people that read this blog.
It's a shame that others haven't read this.
How long is a moment?
When refering to a moment directly after a moment is gone is the "said moment" part of the past future or present?
Can this be mathematically reasoned?
My wife says it can.
She was a math major so I guess she'd know.
She probably doesn't know.
Maybe she does.
Should I ask someone elses opinion?
Eh, what the hell.
Are my dogs hungry?
When people ask how my day was...do they really give a shit or are they just making conversation?
I probably wouldn't care.
What does that say about me?
I'm hoping this doesn't sway what others might think of me.
Damn, that sounds vain.
I bet my dogs are at the very least thirsty right now.
Why do people go to college?
You shouldn't be charged to read a book or take advice.
Does anyone see the irony in this?
Whether dark beer or light...foreign beer is probably a better choice.
Dark...it's winter so that makes the most sense.
Corona is overrated.
Does anyone else think Christianity and Buddhists should consider combining their messages?
They're practically the same thing.
Aren't they.
Philosophies are much better than religions.
That's only an opinion.
I bet during Jesus's travels (aka the "missing years") he came across Buddist monks and learned from them. The timing is right, look it up.
If you don't, no big deal, just thought someone might find that interesting.
At least 1 person that reads the previous comment will think I'm a heretic.
Can you be excommunicated from the internet?
Technology is sweet.
I wish the world could function like my dorm in college.
When I ran out of ramen noodles and had no cash I still didn't starve because of friends.
I love those folks and miss them dearly.
I guess that's why we go to college...for the experience.
Cigarette's probably took some time off of my life.
That's really depressing.
At least those days are behind me.
When does cancer actually take effect?
On monday he was cancer free...on tuesday he had a week to live.
Three months later he was playing frizbee and an out of control piano ran him over.
Why is rag time music running through my head?
If I could do it over (life that is) I might have kept a journal...and let months go by unrecorded until I realized I didn't need to keep a journal after all.
You can never die if you make an impact on the life of another.

-SPRACE
 
Posted by Sprace (Spr*ach*ae) on Monday, January 14, 2008 - 7:09 PM
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Juan Carlos
Juan Carlos Romero

 
i relate

 
Posted by Juan Carlos on Monday, July 06, 2009 - 6:10 PM
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