I was originally going to make this an away message, but it ended up exceeding the character limit and I couldn't cut it down enough. So I figured, I might as well bitch here...

yeah, it bothers me when I think about it. How many friends I think I have, to the amount I really do have. Do you ever stop to think of all the people you talk to, that say nice things about you, but don't really give a shit? The people who say they think the world of you, but wouldn't even say a word to you if they saw you in public? The people who say that you are one of the nicest people he/she knows, but yet never wants to spend any time with you? The type of person who you would stay up all night talking to, help resolve any problem of their's, but yet they show no graditude for what you do for them? The person who you try to help through hard times, but chews your head off when they get in a pissy mood? Yes I see it all the time, in almost every person I know. It probably explains why I am so cynical all the time. When that description partially or completely describes more than 90% of the people you know, is it really surprising? Even worse, is when you would burn your ass for someone that doesn't even talk to you that much at all. Plenty of those people out there too. This whining bitch rant has a good ending though, or at least it might. I think I have found someone who doesn't fit into that description, someone who will genuinely care about me, someone who wouldn't simply say hi in public but someone who would be close to you in public, someone who would be grateful that someone else cared so much for them to help them through hard times, someone who would mean it when they say they want to spend time with you, someone who would never take for granted the things you do for them, and can always have something to talk to you about. At least I hope I have found someone that perfect.

I love you sweetie