I'm screaming inside and struggling to keep it together
I want to be a source of strength to those around me
But it's harder than I ever imagined It to be
When I think about it more, it gets really hard to breath
And I can't imagine in a million years how my papa might feel
Just thinking about that I can feel my heart breaking
It's like an unbearable weight on my chest that won't stop aching
I can honestly say, that I've never ever been this sad before
And if I could have anything in the world right now, i'd want to see her once
More and more memories flood my head as the time slowly goes by
Which only makes it more evident, this shouldn't be goodbye.
Dear Lola, please hold on… I'm coming soon.


I LOVE YOU,
michael