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Current mood:  loved Category: Romance and Relationships
I never thought I'd be saying this, but I will fail to blog every day this month. I was in a place when I started the month that I thought would be lasting... one where my brain and heart were idle. This would normally make for finding the time and SOMETHING to talk about easy. I'm too busy with LIVING. And not there hasn't been something that I wanted share... but I'm giving up on holding off on that that too. I've been scared it will mess something up, but you know what? It can't. I know it can't.
I have been so guarded about my feelings for the last few years with very good reason. Whenever I thought I might be on a path to finding something that I could settle for or be happy with in the meantime, I would find myself at this place where the idea of discussing if my status as a single woman would be in question. My heart was occupied, but not claimed... sure you're in a relationship, but only in the broad sense of term if you ask me. For the most part, we all know I don't name people I date in my blog and the idea of changing my status to in a relationship has caused me great fear and stress in the past. I've been waiting for someone that is a real partner. Someone that believes that the things that I value in a relationship are important too. Someone that examines the same things I do about life, but ponders them in their own beautiful way. Someone that is physically attractive to me and finds me the same.
I've been blessed with the gift of someone special. I met a wonderful man named David at Cheryl's Halloween party and have been happy every day since. Not pretend happy, but really happy. Yeah, I'm in that glow of the first weeks, but for the first time, it gets brighter and brighter every day that passes. He's the most amazing person I've ever had the opportunity to get to know, and I look forward to many, many more days with him. 6'2" of blond-haired, blue-eyed bliss. My baby...
Everyone that said just wait, thank you for believing when I didn't. I'm letting go and I think I finally found the right arms to fall into. And baby, I'm dancing like nobody's watching... and it's a shame you aren't here to watch ;~)
 | Currently listening:
The Looks
By MSTRKRFT
Release date: 18 July, 2006 |
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