There are times, when I feel small and alone, when I feel overwhelmed and like I can't take anymore, that I am thankful to everything I believe in that I have the man that I do in my life.

After having a great time with Wade in Boston and Cambridge today, I came home to find out that my son's cough STILL hasn't gotten any better, even after we got him some stronger cold meds. My parents had the opinion that he should go to the doctor tomorrow. I had the same suspicions, but hadn't voiced them. I just didn't want to worry anyone needlessly. But for some reason, when my parents gave their advice, I reacted to it very negatively. I felt like I somehow had failed Matty because I didn't voice my concern. I know, I know, this is a silly way to think, but I felt it.

And then, right when I was feeling my most angry with myself, I got an email. It was from the person I recently sold a dress to. This dress was going to be used for when I was supposed to marry Rich way back in the day. Since things turned out differently long ago, I was dying to sell it. And I did. To someone in Vermont on eBay. Well, the winner of that dress sent me an email, telling me there was a small stain on the dress when she received it. Now, I swore up and down that I had no idea there WAS a stain, and I DIDN'T. In fact, I could swear there WASN'T a stain. How could there be? It was in storage for years! Where would I be able to stain it?! But I offered to help, and things are in negotiations now, but when I got the email, I flipped.

And that was when Wade called. He called just as I was sending this lady an email back. When I heard his voice I let it all out. I cried and cried. And he listened. And after he listened he offered to help in any way he could. And he spoke to me sweeter than I could ever describe. And he comforted me so much. The things he offered to do to help are far and beyond what I would expect from ANYONE. He offered to pay for a refund to the woman if she asked for it, among other things.

My sweet Wade has the heart and soul of an angel. He is beautiful beyond words. His gentle, sweet comfort really did help me when I needed it most. Words cannot describe how thankful I feel to have him in my life. I love him more than I could ever express. And he does it all because he loves me. And I will always and forever love him.