We all feel like that, always have. We are essential our own, but that builds from the unconscious collection of moments, a consolidations of memory. We are almost like actors or characters to a story that everyone is co-author. We are all reading and remembering how to go about it, life I mean. Life is something in everything from the rock to the dirt from a plant to a human.. It all has always existed from the ends of time the same amount of matter always exists a black hole maybe the only thing that can truly destroy anything. The fear and unknowing wonderment ride hand and hand. It is in the unknown where we untimely learn something, the known is something we can study and regurgitate it to each other to play the role of the smart, or what we think that is.. So if everything has always existed it is fair to say they life itself is forever, maybe not a lucid consciousness but something more sporadic. Order chasing chaos the theme of life. Our technology is foreign to us we, must adapt our minds to it,. I am of the age group that was on the crossroads of computer technology in-between were glorified type writers slash punch card systems, minimal graphics to say the least to what I call the super computer age, finally a chance to be lazy and somewhat productive. One amount of water is how I can best put it, one amount of water on earth, only one the same amount that has continued to be here since the beginning, one, uno. New water isn't impossible, I mean a water meteor, asteroid, or comet could crash into the earth. My favorite animal is probably also my favorite gift giver, the earth. The earth has to be the greatest animal in this galaxy.