Well my night sucked.  of course I did not get the response I wanted. I never do. When I told her the first thing  she said was wow.  Actually that was the first three words she said with I shifting pauses inbetween.  I really caught her off guard which I tend to do for all the others.  Apparently it is shocking for me to like anyone. Well after the wows she said that she does not date friends because that is the fastest way to lose them. I seem to always go the wrong route. I have had girls say they want to be friends first some that don't.  I think they are just trying to be easy on me. Back to things, She said  we will talk later though I don't know what is left to be said. after that still shocked she said wow again as she left. Next was a busy night with my darkening mood. Through the night it just kept getting worse. I think I may have scared some people tonight.  It was just a long crappy night.