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Last Updated: 12/14/2009

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Status: Single
City: Toronto, Houston, St. Louis
Country: CA
Signup Date: 8/10/2005
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 

Current mood:  cantankerous
evans|blue


BURIED ALIVE
 
I can't escape this
Feeling inside burns me up
I can't erase it
Have I gone mad on my own
Why can’t I face this
Hurry up, I'm lost without
Some kind of placement
Something real in my life
 
So change it
And make me forget
 
Save me, I'm buried alive this time
Bending, and breaking all I have left inside
Blaming everyone for nothing
I'm hating me for what I've done with my life
 
It's time to wake up
This time it's all in my head
It's what I'm made of
It's not what you say I am
I have this anxious feeling
Running through these veins inside of me
I can't explain it
I'm running out of patience
 
So change it
And make me forget
 
Save me, I'm buried alive this time
Bending, and breaking all I have left inside
Blaming everyone for nothing
I'm hating me for what I've done with my life  (x2)
 
 
SICK OF IT
 
I ran away from you
I took everything
Facing the day
I turned my back
Just the way you showed me
 
I'd say I've changed
So you’re right
And you stayed the same
I stepped away from you
I won't be coming back
 
I thought I told you!
 
I don't need the headache
Why are you so pathetic
Try, and you just might get
It’s come to this
And now I’m sick of it
 
I can't stand the habit
Hide, ’cause you just can't have it
Lie and maybe you’ll find
It’s come to its end
And now I'm sick of it
 
You’re getting sick of this life
Facing the truth
Chasing the lies you live by
Won't be something new to you
 
I haven't spoke of bad times
I have no use
Erase the memories
It’s something I must do
 
I thought I told you!
 
I don't need the headache
Why are you so pathetic
Try, and you just might get
It’s come to this
And now I’m sick of it
 
I can't stand the habit
Hide, ’cause you just can't have it
Lie, and maybe you’ll find
It’s come to its end
And now I'm sick of it
 
Nothing around you
Nothing to say
Nothing involving you
Concerns me today
Maybe you’ll find out
Maybe you’ll break
Maybe you’ll end up
Just the way you are today
 
I thought I told you!
 
I don't need the headache
Why are you so pathetic
Try, and you just might get
It’s come to this
And now I’m sick of it
 
I can't stand the habit
Hide, ’cause you just can't have it
Lie and maybe you’ll find
It’s come to its end
And now I'm sick of it
 
 
THE FUTURE IN THE END
 
You’re falling asleep
I can feel you dreaming
Are you thinking of me
Are you feeling the love?
I’m caught in between
The way it is, how it could be
I'll never believe
You wanted me to go
 
So sleep love
Just dream love
And don't let it go
Just promise you won't
And I'll be home
 
I believe I’m falling apart again
Can't believe it’s all my fault, and when
I fall; then you follow me in
I can see the future in the end
Can't believe it’s finally come to this
I fall and you follow me in
 
I’m ready to leave
And I hear you whisper to me
Love hurts, sometimes it works
Sometimes you gotta let it go
But you gotta believe
If it takes your all, then you’re ready
It can never defeat
What you want
If you wanna be with me
 
So sleep love
Just dream love
And don't let it go
Just promise you won't
And I'll be home
 
I believe I’m falling apart again
Can't believe it’s all my fault, and when
I fall; then you follow me in
I can see the future in the end
Can't believe it’s finally come to this
I fall and you follow me in
 
Sleep love
Just dream love
And don't let it go
Just promise you won't
I'll be home
 
I believe I’m falling apart again
Can't believe it’s all my fault, and when
I fall; then you follow me in
I can see the future in the end
Can't believe it’s finally come to this
I fall and you follow me in
 
I fall and you follow me in
 
 
A STEP BACK  (PA)
 
Embrace the atmosphere
Save face but have your fill
Never mind the rules in here and don't believe 'em
I know you
You'll fall through
Replace your life with fear
Withdrawing your love here
I know you
You want to
 
You don't feel the absence…you won't see the pain
 
I’m taking a step back from inside
Forsaking the life that I once had
I’ve tried, I hate that you already do
I’m making a run from the dark side
Replacing night with the sunlight
I've tried, I hate that you already do
 
Separate your faults in life
And get used to blood-shot eyes
Never mind the sleepless nights, just follow your own fight
I know you
You'll fall through
Replace your fear with life
Withdrawing this spotlight
I know you
You'll want too
 
You don't feel the absence…you won't see the pain
 
I’m taking a step back from inside
Forsaking the life that I once had
I’ve tried, I hate that you already do
I’m making a run from the dark side
Replacing night with the sunlight
I've tried, I hate that you already do
 
Fuck you
For lying
For pointing and then hiding
You must be right, it must be true
Fuck me
For dreaming
For trying to find my meaning
What was I thinking, it’s all for you
 
I’m taking a step back from inside
Forsaking the life that I once had
I’ve tried, I hate that you already do
I’m making a run from the dark side
Replacing night with the sunlight
I've tried, I hate that you already do
 
 
SAY IT
 
Say it
Explain yourself, go on
Just hang yourself
No one takes pride for pain
Save your game
No one believes you anyway

Save it
You know you’ve been shut down
Your shit’s been figured out
And all your ways belong to fate
I can't believe you had me

No one around to show me
But I should have known
Now I can't go back, if only

You were the animal
I held the reins and you pulled
Living on hope
Keeping your eyes closed

But I was the animal
And you held the reins while I pulled
Living on hope
You kept my eyes closed

Say it
Defend yourself, go on
We're listening, what's wrong?
Did I hit the spot, piss you off
Make you a fool in front of everyone?

Take it
It’s time, admit your faults
It’s your turn feeling small
To aggravate, the pain awaits
And this time there is
No one around to show you
But you should have known
Now you can't go back, if only
You were the animal
I held the reins and you pulled
Living on hope
Keeping your eyes closed

But I was the animal
And you held the reins while I pulled
Living on hope
You kept my eyes closed

Eyes closed…
 
Say it
Explain yourself, go on
Just hang yourself
No one takes pride for pain
Save your game,
No one believes you anyway

No one around to show me
But I should have known
Now I can't go back, if only

You were the animal
I held the reins and you pulled
Living on hope
Keeping your eyes closed

But I was the animal
And you held the reins while I pulled
Living on hope
You kept my eyes closed

 
 
WHO WE ARE
 
I lie awake to the sound of it all
Will it ever reach me
As I wander around this hole
Will the burden break me
 
Have the words been made to take the pain
When the truth cannot be safe
Can the truth remain when everything, everything's okay
And now the world surrounds us
Will we ever live
 
Now here we are, going down, down, down
Will we turn this around or fall apart
Now here we are, looking down, down, down
We can turn this around; it’s who we are
 
So I try, break habit, and fall
The walls consume me
Rely on having it all
And it all goes through me
 
Have the words been made to take the pain
When truth cannot be safe
Can the truth remain when everything, everything's okay
And now the world surrounds us
Will we ever live
 
Now here we are, going down, down, down
Will we turn this around or fall apart
Now here we are, looking down, down, down
We can turn this around; it’s who we are
 
And all you are
You cannot fall
You move the world
You have it all
You cannot fall
You cannot fall
 
And now here we are, going down, down, down
We can turn this around; it’s who we are
 
Now here we are, going down, down, down
Will we turn this around or fall apart
Now here we are, looking down, down, down
We can turn this around; it’s who we are
 
 
BULLETPROOF
 
Searching for words
Embracing their meaning
Starving for hurt
Erasing your feelings
Replacing comfort
With a false sense of sacrifice
Waiting your turn
For a guarantee to roll the dice
 
Why can’t you fake me a reason why
You choose to blame me for all the times you hide
You can’t mistake me for the enemy tonight
 
How does it feel
What does it mean to you
Your heart is real
It isn't bulletproof
You can’t conceal all of the things you do
On your way down
 
Harboring thoughts
Of doubt and confusion
Fearing what’s lost
A selfless conclusion
You’re awaiting the fall
Creating your own appetite
You’re saving it all
You'll do anything to win the fight
 
Why can’t you fake me a reason why
You choose to blame me for all the times you hide
You can’t mistake me for the enemy tonight
 
How does it feel
What does it mean to you
Your heart is real
It isn't bulletproof
You can’t conceal all of the things you do
On your way down  (x2)
 
 
I BLAME YOU
 
I could never be the one
I can't take over
I could never see the fun
In holding on
I barely ever need someone
And I'm not your shoulder
I could never come undone
So prove me wrong
 
Over and over, ’til we fall
I can't take this
Over and over, I blame you
 
All of the hurt
With all of your words, you chose to
Never be heard again
All of the hate
With all I would trade, I chose to
Carry this weight again
 
How long
Can this go on
How long ’til we finally see what's wrong
Who said life is awaiting death
Who said you can't be all alone
 
Over and over, ’til we fall
I can't take this
Over and over, I blame you
 
All of the hurt
With all of your words, you chose to
Never be heard again
All of the hate
With all I would trade, I chose to
Carry this weight again
 
All of the hurt
With all of your words, you chose to
Never be heard again
All of the hate
With all I would trade, I chose to
Carry this weight again
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