Well, I've been doing lots and lots of thinking.  Most of it involving a law enforcement career.  There are a lot of pros and cons to that.  Pros - Good insurance, a job that helps people, a badge... But there are also lots of Cons - long hours, never knowing what to expect, but most of all, it costs a lot of money to get a decent position beyond officer.
I sat down with my mother today and had a long talk with her.  Apparently I'm still not entirely sure what I want to do.  I figure that police is good because it'll give me a good future.  On the other side, what I love most is drawing.  If I become a police officer, I'll never be able to get my design business off the ground.
I'm not making any definite decisions yet, but whatever it is that I decide to do, I'm glad that I'm ready to do SOMETHING.
It's just that I'd really hate to give up on my obvious talent of artwork.  It's a real big life choice that I'm apparently still going to have to think about before I actually make that decision...
Decisions, decisions...