My life thus far has been one transition to another. From no school to elementary, elementary to middle, middle to high, high to college.  From college to becoming an adult with responsibilities and all. These transistions always seem to be moving forward, progressing if you will.   

I believe the Bible when it says "the two shall become one flesh."  I have felt it in my marriage to Tami.  It is hard to explain.  Individual cares became our cares, individual pains became our pains.  We shared our joys, sorrows, hopes and dreams, we shared our lives.  Even our personalities started to merge, I am and always will be different for marrying her.  I am more loving and way more forgiving.  But this blog isn't about who I am because I married Tami. It's about how our lives united and now I find myself having to go back to becoming one.

Every step I take back feels like I am deleting her and consequently part of me.  It is a struggle within me, how do I return to being an individual and yet hold on to a woman that I will let go of?