So the recent setback with the album has really pushed me to start asking some questions.Mainly why it happened in the first place.... as time passes im growing further and further away from the music that I created during the ages of 19-20...
Slowly I keep reinventing myself asking myself is this you? and time and time again the answer is no, this is not .So on and on and on and on and on I go...
      I feel like I have so much  to show but finding the right way to channel it is proving to be quite a challenge , nothing I ever touch is good enough... sometimes it drives me mad .Sometimes it gets me down.But regardless I know the worst thing i could ever do would be to stop... just plain out stop.Stop working, stop dreaming , stop striving ... because honestly... what else would I do .
    Struggling towards a dream might suck , but  I really don't know if I remember how to live my life any other way.I have been on this road for so long I forgot where I was going lol... all I can see is a line that leads on.....So , I guess il just keep walking it because I figure its  better to move foreward then backwards.Whether its an inch or a mile dosent really matter =p