I’m sorry baby. You’re my special lady. And maybe some day I’ll be better for you. I don’t know what I do. I just don’t know. But I know you know I’m sorry. I try not hurry, but I worry. Sometimes these rhymes don’t feel like they are enough. You might get tired of this stuff. I try to pry I try not cry. But sometimes I… I just can’t take it. It doesn’t seem fit, to have such a good life, have such a good future wife. But still at times feel like I’m not worth a single dime. It’s about time I get my mind in the right kind of light. Through all of this and that don’t forget I will always know that what I got is what I want, what I need, what I’ll never give up. I live it up when I got you by my side. With nothing to hide, maybe besides this feeling of wanting you every minute, every second. All I wanted was someone of your type. These aren’t just things I type, this isn’t just hype. This is all what I feel about you. The things I do you know are for you. I love you. And will do anything for you. Put me on another twenty hour bus. Put me in a plane. Put me on a train. I will be plain, to tell you, you keep me sane. I’m going to complain the minute I miss you. The minute I want to kiss you. Now I do. I want to touch you. So much I love you. Everyday I think of you. Every hour. Every minute. Every second. One thing I recommend. Let me get what I want. And to be blunt, all I want is you. To hold you, be with you, love you and have you all to myself. So what’s my problem right now? It’s the fact I can’t touch you right now. I can’t hold you right now. I just can’t touch you right now. My desire is burning more then any fire every burnt me. You can’t see on the outside what I hide deep inside. It’s hard to express, I’ll confess I could do much better. I’ll confess I should write it down in a letter. But I’m just a man that can’t understand the right way to do the things that I may need to do. But what I know is that they need be through you. And I try to keep it that way every single day. There is no way that I may stop that. It’s the exact thing I’ll do to the end of time.