They hold the world dripping under their tongues
Little colonies of thought
Forming gold crosses out of raindrops on the car window.
Dancing on the edge of what they thought was Murkwood,
(what,
With the eyes of the dead gleaming in the trees
Who could blame them?)
And every second the darkness
Getting a little cozier 'round their minds
They were standing in the street like they didn't exist.
(and maybe they didn't
because they couldn't keep their minds from spinning and pumping
like Phillip Glass organs
long enough to really give it any thought.)
Standing in the street like martyrs.
Minds nailed up to their bodies.
Oh you fools,
Now I must cross oceans to save you.
Bid farewell to this silent sea.
Flash your parting smile to tranquility.
Back
To living life in a snow globe.
Endless white
Courtesy of the black man
Who gives you a shake every morning
And snows you in
Till you're so fucking cold
Nothing exists
Except cracks
In you.
And him all smiles and hands on your back
Saying "No,
We wouldn't ever let you stop getting sick."
All friendly gestures
Lifting the spoon to your lips
Saying "No,
We'd never let you feed yourself your own poison."
And you then,
"I don't want to play this game anymore.
I want to go back to the real world
Where there is nothing but sky upon sky
And the gospel that is grass against my skin.
I brought you here,
Though you didn't know it.
(though I didn't know
You could actually hear me
as I strummed a chord over and again
and sang the only words that could be sung,
" no matter where you are
you are breathing as I am breathing
and this does not change
whether you are staying or leaving.")"
But they are cracking their skulls on the 10 o'clock south
And even the crackheads edge away
From the translucent kids
With the clipped wings
And eyes like black holes.
FIU Campus
September 10, 2008