i know im probably in no position to say this but you know, i just feel like im obliged to say something.

first off, please know that im so into what i do (sewing, drawing, painting and whatever) that i will put tonnnnnes of efforts into what i do. i would do researches, if you will, to find ideas that will inspire me to do something new or fresh. i probably had yet to succeed in being completeeeely original, but heck, im trying as hard as i could. my sketchbook will be fulll of sketches of shapes and designs for plushies or tshirts or bags or whatever you can think of. it makes me sick to just copy other people’s work, ya know.

so it is very annoying to see something lurking on the net that looks like the things i do. to think all the things i do to get a simple idea, and suddenly there are these people who would simply take something off me and make is as their own, so yeah im irritated as hell.

cmon, please try and put a bit more effort in making things. it’s not that hard you know. well it is, actually, if you really try to do something new and not just copy other people. kalau nak tiru, semua org boleh buat.

i can go on and on but you guys may not read all this shit anyway.

well, again, i may not be in position to say anything, but yeah this is just something that i feel i need to talk about.