ANOTHER DAY HAS CAME AND GONE AND STILL IM SITTING HERE TRING TO FIND THE MISSING PARTS OF MYSELF. ITS JUST IMPOSSIBLE AS IF IT SEEMS. EACH DAY IS A DIFFERENT  STRUGGLE WITH SOMETHING. I SIT HERE EVERYDAY RACKING MY BRAIN ON WHAT I THINK I SHOULDVE DID AND COULDVE DID TO MAKE THINGS WORK. I REGRET THE DAY I MADE THE DECISION I DID. I WISH I COULD JUST GO BACK TO THE BEGINNING AND CHANGE EVERYTHING. IT HURTS SO BAD TO LOOK BACK AND REMINISCE ALL THE TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER AND HOW HAPPY WE WERE TO NOW HOW THINGS ARE. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHERE TO BEGIN ON HOW TO FIX THINGS. I WISH I WOULDVE LISTENED TO MY HEART AND NOT WHAT EVERYBODY ELSE THOUGHT. I JUST PRAY THAT IF MY FEELINGS ARE WRONG THAT THEY ALL GO AWAY. IF SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT ITS NOT FAIR TO ME TO SIT HERE AND BE DEPRESSED AND CRY EVERY SINGLE DAY ABOUT IT. I JUST HATE THINGS CAME TO THE WAY THEY ARE NOW. NOBODY DESERVES THIS...

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