Shit is shit, no matter how much chocolate is on it.
I haven’t thought about Easter at all this week, partly because I’ve been thinking about myself, and partly because I’m reluctant to think about it. I’m reluctant because it is supposed to be a time of remembrance. A time when Jesus’ ministry, authority, kingship was fully expressed. I’m struggling because the message that I keep hearing about easter isn’t the message that is resonating in my heart.

Sin. Death. Salvation. Heaven.

Is there more? Or is this how we summed up entire work of God? Can we honestly say that this is it? this is the message we are living our lives for? Salvation for us? Living our lives for Heaven? We live for heaven like it actually exists.

I think there’s something more. I think it starts with Jesus. I think it continues with Jesus. I think we’re apart of it. I know we’re not the most important part.


What happened to love?
I’m struggling. I can’t let go, I can’t move on. Either I love to much, or I don’t love at all-- I’m not quite sure which.


Can we talk about this?

.daniel.