So I have been going through A LOT the past few weeks & I didn't know if I was going to be able to take much more of it, much less even handle what's already been dealt to me. But I kept my priorities in line & remembered that it's not about me, or what I want anymore, but all about what's best for Amelia. My little miracle baby girl that will be here so soon! I can't wait to hold her in my arms, & see the way she looks at her Daddy as he holds her for the first time. I know she's going to be a Daddy's Little Girl. He is so excited for his daughter to come, sometimes he'll go into her room & just look around...I will not go into detail about what has gone on the past few weeks, but those of you that know, know that it almost broke me completely. On top of everything that's been going on, I have been in the hospital twice in the past 3 weeks. I went into preterm labor both times. I am only 31 weeks today, and though it seems I am really far along, our little Princess only weighs about 4 lbs so far, and she needs to be much stronger before she comes out! I have been put on bed rest, for obvious reasons, due to a tear in my placenta & separation between my placenta & membrane. I also have an extra piece of placenta that is causing problems, but little Amelia is getting all of the nutrition she needs right now! And despite her trying to enter the world too early, she is being a very good girl! She kicks Mommy, & whoever else is touching me on a daily basis. But I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has stood by my side & let me vent, & cry to them on a daily basis because of my problems. Things are going so much better! I am happy again & I feel like everything is how it's supposed to be again. So as for now, Jacob & I & our families are anxiously awaiting the arrival of Amelia Marlene! I think she's going to look JUST like her Daddy! But we will have to wait & see. I love you guys, & thank you again!