I always see so many people get things I long for , although I don't envy others very often , this makes me feel so unfair , 'cause I am capable of that , but I just can't get them , those things or people I want are always so far from me , like a distant star , or sands that will always slip though my fingers .How sarcastic.

Those people are just rubbish comparing with me , but they can now show off their achivement , what can I say , they are just villains holding sway , or devil looks after his own .

There will be a day that , I'll let them know who's burn to reign , and those things or people I was longing for will be regret that they made their worest choice : not me .