And so you were vindicated, because you masqueraded forever pretending
 to be someone you were never suppose to be,
Forever falling and failing waiting for a memories worth saving,
Falling again and sadly pain brings relief.

So I look back to cross roads,
When did I make this decision,
And all of a sudden a memory that wouldn't,
Suddenly came flooding back to me.

You were broken from the beginning,
You spawned me and ruined me from the start,
You had the chance but made the decision,
To fuck me up and tear me apart

Now I'm left here standing, trying to figure out why?
But at the same time I stand back and have come to realise,

It's not what it seems,
It's not what you want it to be,
It's never perfect.
Il always have a fight to fight,
A Dream a dream,
A tear to shed…

…never mind…who cares

It's a different day again but the emotion remains the same