i spit on the ground.

there's a bad taste in my mouth.

the sun is out but its fucking freezing outside. getting ready to begin my day as usual. I look at my phone and I have a few missed calls. no voicemails so people were just checking on me...

lately dating has been new. this new "fuck it" attitude is freedom but i thought. my past echoes of my own little sob stories of how i have been shitted on by this or that woman but hmmm...

what have i done? i don't know.

I put something together today. I fucking love black women! extra! super-ultra-ever-more now. the load of shit i been dealt is not enough for me to turn back. lol. i know some brothers who have gathered an opinion and have chosen to no longer "deal" with black women. eh. so be it but not i. the same chick who can throw my timbs outside can easily throw down in the kitchen or throw punches at another bitch for bad mouthing me in my absence. i know some really amazing women. will any of them be my wife? i'm not sure, but that's of no consequence because of the all the absolutely astonishing things about them have nothing to do with me! college students and models, dancers and singers, actresses and phone agents, telemarketers and sales reps, single moms and babydolls. y'all got some shit with you!

Cali has some wonderfully ecletic women. I see her with her highlights and painting her toe nails. somebody's couch watching top model. on her cell phone in the house. making food for her young brothers. how cool is that? ATL has some old soul, new taste type ladies. that read NonFiction but still love cartoons and makes sure write out her plans. thinks of her mom often and still makes sure to call me just see what party is popping cuz the Fly Society logo is hot. compliments me on my fashion but never makes suggestions of polo shirts.

Never been to ny but i'm sure that's great.I wonder what they like.??? First Downs and North Faces to match their "Bubbly" personalities. Out stretched arms and middle fingers fully extended. 106 & Park and Good Day America on Tivo to make sure she stay on her toes. Correcting me anytime i call her DUDE!

swagger written all over it.

not to mention the royalty air that you have about you. imma give you my number...keep playing!