My marriage is ending. I think we are going to manage to hold things together to do things fairly. I think we will come out friends. When you love someone, you love them forever. I still love my first wife Lynda so much. But I choose to end that to strive for the wish of a spiritual based relationship. And though we had some awesome moments I had major trust issues that I could never digest. And it caused me to back out of friendships and avoid meeting people and going to events and so on because I feared the public being there to take her away. Warped I know. But we stuck together for 10 years.

I will write more I am sure. Tons. I am just feeling relief right now. I am mean  loss sucks, but when the relief happens you know it is for a reason.

So hey I need to get new pics up! LOL. I am a fun guy! Smart, talented. A musician. I will get some pics going. I am looking for friends and good happy times. I think I deserve that.