My wife and I had a great talk yesterday. And we are going to "TRY" to fix things. I show the word try that way because that is all anyone can do. Or give up. I think what we have is too special to let flounder away. It is true we have both done things, said things, worked on things in the past and that is why we are in this event now. But I truly love her so much and I know she loves me too.

It is tough because I know a dear friend of hers is taking all that has been told to her as the 100% truth not accepting there is another side to this thing. And life is so much more complicated. No one has right in my mind to say do this or do that. If you love your friend you say I think this, but I hear what you are saying and I support you. I say this because I believe my wife has said that she loves me and wants to work this out. And I think the feedback is get out! And that hurts and scares me.

So I am overwhelmed with love, pain, hope, and fear to name a few emotions. And it is just pounding on me. Can't think, can't eat, can't breathe, it just hard getting the intensity. But that tells me how important this is. It is worth the effort.