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Current mood:Moving Forward
After pondering on it for approximately two years. I've finally decided to leave my crew STN.
Due to artistic differences and a lingering differences in views, I realized that continually being part of a network that I am more associated with than an actual part of just leads to emotional weariness. The intertwining of lame politics and constant debates over leadership, crew member's and lack of has been more a negative element in my life than a positive. It's just not conducive to the healthy spiritual and "at peace" lifestyle I wish to abide in.
One of the main reasons I am leaving the crew is because I strongly feel that it is no longer within the vision and objective of why the crew was initially formed. When Sine, Doc and I formed the crew - we wanted the crew to be an exclusive small collective where everyone unanimously decided anything for the crew. That includes new members getting in. We had intended the crew to be completely different from the "large by numbers crew" that were around the early 80's. It seems we have become what we so much spoke against. I speak as an STNer.
I also feel that the recent alleged "merger" of the two yet closely affiliated crews STN and K2S has hidden agendas that I am personally against. Whether the rumor is true or words have been taken out of context I just don't care anymore. It's just a constant debate that re-surfaces over and over again. Year after year and frankly - it holds me back.
I have consecutively put in work for the crew for nearly 25 years. CHECK!! And someone coming out of nowhere who does a couple of pieces trying to make changes for the crew or let alone someone who is NOT EVEN in the crew wanting to make changes and is allowed to - just baffles me.
I am well aware that I have always been one to go against the program to not follow the masses and I just feel that that attitude does not contribute to where and what the crew(s) wants to do. I don't conform to the masses nor do i "follow a program" - I am an individual. And I oppose the merger, I've always opposed the K2STN thing, I have fought strongly to educate people that the crews were TWO separate crews. I don't believe the crews should merge and become ONE and therefore I relieve myself from the crew and close the chapter. MAKE shall remain dormant for a while.
I am a 37 year old man to worry about crew politics.
RELIK once said; "I don't think anyone should get in the crew unless that person brings the crew up to the next level." - those are perhaps the best words I heard anyone in the crew ever say. And that is how I have always felt about letting people in the STN...too bad it don't seem that's the case anymore
I will always remember the original six in the mix - Sine, Easie, Doc43, Def, Skept and me. the original Second To None crew
The STN crew to me is and will always be - SEALED
BABA CASH COMIC DEF DOC43 EASIE EYER HEAVEN IMAGE JACK MAKE RELIK REPO SINE SKETCH SKEPT TEMPT TELER
and No one else...
This decision is also to honor my friend's wishes for STN. Unfortunately he is not around to defend himself and I feel that has been taken advantage of. A friend whom for the record was never K2S but only TWA and STN.
David SINE Davilas - R.I.P.
BEST WISHES to all and the crews endeavors
see you around.
11:18 PM
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