...Well things never last...and more and more I start to think I really am not supposed to be happy..I mean he was just like the rest.And yet everyone wonders why I cant trust people at all, I mean damn you must think Im fucking stupid. I caught you in the whole lie and you still tried pushing it back at me...

Anyways I know now that im pretty much scared, I took that chance and got hurt again. Im so sick of it, Ever since me and Dustin split i havnt been able to stay in a relationship and I cant figure out why....I know my cousin wanted us to get back together, but I wasnt the one that broke it off he was so, I couldnt make that choice...So yea here I am writeing this blog, to pretty much say I have no idea what to do anymore.


For once id like to just be happy without having to think well this is going to crash and burn now...


Kim