I’m crazy. I’ve pretty much made up this poem out of my own feelings on the spot.. 4 hours working on it... I’m so sprung, it’s nothing I can do... Kaleig, just tellin me.. she’s about to leave Central, I’m probably so out of place to feel so hurt by this, I feel like insane, Keith like "What does it matter to you? You gonna talk to her then". I know myself, I probably won’t.. I can’t

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Depression already have a strangling grip on my throat

My words for her held in its choke without any hope

Why does she have to leave? Abandon our chance?

Why does everything I want run from me, love and happiness?

Allicat.. She won’t leave, she won’t in my thoughts

If she disappears, my only happiness is lost

I didn’t think my heart would collapse from the outside in

When I heard the news I might not ever see her again

Like an abandoned building, my heart crumbles to pieces

And my mind, that’s been absent for weeks

Why can’t I just open up myself and be hers to love

Like how much a relationship with her I seek

With today, my first sight, being the most beautiful

Wishing each and everyday started as such, so imaginable

My heart has something to say, I wonder if she would listen

It forgets everything came to mind, all of her beauty glistens

If I just had a chance without second thoughts and doubts

And where my heart’s mind wouldn’t jump back and sellout

In her face, I could just possibly describe why and how she..

Makes it so difficult for a calm, resilient heart to breathe

The painful thing about this whole mess I spilled from my heart

Is that she probably won’t ever have time to read a single part..