This has been an amazing year!!! With a beautiful wedding, and the most terrific reception party that kick started the New Year as we celebrated the begining of our new life together with our family and friends, I am truly blessed with being apart of my husbands family ( "Our Family" ) I can honestly say I did not Fully understand the word family until now. Dont get me wrong I love everyone in my family dearly, but I have been married almost a year and during this time the only members of my family that have met my husband is my cousin her husband and her sisters husband, Oh Ok' prior to our now incredible romance some had already known him (well over 13 years ago) back when I first fell in love with him, but its been over 13 yrs they really cant say they know him now. Although they do send their love when we talk on the phone so I should just hush, and all my friends know & love him,( Because He Is So Cool!! ) Ok enough about families.. and back to my incredible years journey, You may already know one of the symbolic reasons I blog on 923 but I will remind you again. Sobriety!!! September 23rd is the begining of my life and every year I am in complete awe of just how wonderful life is when you are free, ... sure not every year in these 12 yes 12 years has been full of amasement & wonder, but not every ride @ disney land is space mountain or pirates of the carribean, at times you will ride a spinning tea cup, and sometimes you spend more time waiting in line than on the ride but its always worth the wait. We have accomplished alot together in this year we have a house "yes"I SAID A HOUSE.. This is a fantastic year..It is incredible being married to the love of my lifetime, I have never felt the way I feel just being apart of his life. This has been the best year! Wow I just paused and reread my other 923 blogs, and realized how much each chapter has developed into the next, I am very proud of myself especially during the last two years. I have had luck on my side so many times although There was a point a few years back when I stopped moving forward, not to a point of relapse but to a point of looking around to make sure I wasnt leaving a lost marble trail behind me. Suddenly I lost a good job, then I was hired on for a seasonal position ( well thats only seasonal ) then I was hospitalized for pnemonia, wasnt having luck anywhere I am sober looking for a job and suddenly Im losing a car to a shady tow truck driver, who works for the apt complex I live in. But hey I had two ( HAD)Cause in the next year my lil inexpensive to drive car was stolen,Oh & realizing I need to move because I could not catch up and continue paying normal bills by myself, while taking care of my young child. Yeah those few years "I was standing in line for its a small world" , ( I really dont like that ride anymore) Luckily enough I have really good friends who put there hands out and covered my eyes to forcefully blind me of my pride & loss of self esteem, I am truly greatful For everything they have done for me . "Wow" Whether Living in Az Co Tx Or Mo around the corner or in the same house I've come to realize my friends & their families have always been family & still very much are.
But in Reality I know it really was or still is not "luck on my side", I know that it is not only the genuine deep love Between Richard & I or because we are so very Passionate about our life ,home, & family. I do know that It is our heavenly father, whom watches & guides over us. And I do know finding my husband is the greatest path I have taken, not only am I married to the man I have loved since we first met, this man my husband has led me back to god exactly where I am meant to be, exactly where I want to be.
Mishka 923 That's Me!!!
P.S. to me my blog or anyone reading, My son & Daughter are & always have been my greatest moments, My Adorable Smart Talented Son whom I get to love & cherish everyday, And my Beautiful Smart Talented Daughter Leanna whom is choosing to pretend I am someone else, or no one at all. is constantly in my thoughts and I want her to know it She was and always will be that first Moment of overpowering emotions so Giganticly Enormous colosol & Huge & so very sweet, that I felt my heart beat so fierce and suddenly stop while I caught my breath... and thought ..This is ? She is? My daughter and this is Love
Her Name is Not going to be Alex!!! She is love She is Leanna!!