I have been going on 5 hours or less of sleep at night. I thought it was because of school and finals and my puppy but God, was I wrong. Wrong wrong wrong. I don't even feel tired anymore. I lay down and tell myself to drift off but my mind is so full of many things I can't wrap it around. I can't close my eyes. I can't clear a little space in my mind to tell myself to let my body rest. Next thing I know it's a few hours later and I find myself getting up again, not feeling rested or even the least bit tired. Last night, the first night of summer, it was such a blur and filled with so many emotions. I'm trying not to think about it. I really wish I could just push it away and forget it. Nothing turns out in my favor. Honestly, last night feels like it was a dream and that it never actually happened. But how can I dream if I never sleep?

"Best friends, ex-friends to the end, better of as lovers and not the other way around"

Leave it to Pete Wentz to come back in my life at a time like this.