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Last Updated: 4/5/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
State: GEORGIA
Country: US

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Nate (2)
[16 Sep 2006 | Saturday] 

Category: Life
Sometimes when I've had an awful day I ache home and change into pajamas, tears rolling down my cheeks and my mascera a mess.

I turn on sad music and stand a corner, facing the wall. I imagine myself calling someone important to me (yes, someone like you) and letting them know I've had a bad day, trying to be strong and choking back tears as I spill everything over the phone like they do in the movies.

I never do.
I instead cry in the corner of my room while the sad melodies play behind me.

I know it doesn't help me. I know my night will be filled with bouts of sadness and tears and discheveled hair.

I would tell you. But I don't want you to worry about me. I am an angst filled teenager, afterall. Or not angst filled; just a teenager.

I wish I could run to you.
I could. And you'd let me.
But I'd never let myself.
I am used to fending for things on my own.
"Mysterious" keeps secrets afterall.


Currently listening:
No Depression
By Uncle Tupelo
Release date: 15 April, 2003
11:40 PM
 
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Something Simple, Something Sincere

 
and while this obviously wasnt directed to me...im gonna where camo and sneak into your room preimptively and hide in the corner. and ill just wait for ya...ill wait till the day you come home and hit the music just in time to let the tears flow...and ill drop the camo (and still be dressed....best to be clothed in bedrooms with people until your married for Several years and your set financially....its wat i was told) and ill be there to give you the hug your too much of a flamer too ask for...its not weakness, its strength in numbers....heres hoping tho that im the first one to drop the camo, as im sure we is all here for you.

id feel worse if i didnt understand that thats the way you work thru your things...but in the off chance you ever come to a problem youd rather have a shoulder to lean and cry on, or even to try to beat the shit out of while i laugh at your woman punches bouncing off my arm....just know im here for ya...and i dont care wat kinda distance im working with...wen you need me most....ill be there

just let me know is all i ask.

peace and take care Ms. Briana

 
Posted by Something Simple, Something Sincere on [17 Sep 2006 | Sunday] - 7:08 AM
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Ikari

 

...*huge hug*...you can call me if you want...


 
Posted by Ikari on [18 Sep 2006 | Monday] - 4:49 PM
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Nate

 

Maybe whoever you are talking about running to wants you there.  Maybe you should call whenever, whether you are feeling upset or even just to say funny things about Disney Chanenel programming.  Isn't that awful?

 

And I love Uncle Tupelo!  No Depression is a great album!  But you know that already.


 
Posted by Nate on [19 Sep 2006 | Tuesday] - 2:43 AM
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Put on a smile. Bad days will lead to better days. <3


 
Posted by on [24 Sep 2006 | Sunday] - 2:50 AM
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Nate

 

You are simply the greatest.


 
Posted by Nate on [06 Oct 2006 | Friday] - 4:45 AM
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Nate

 

I remember this.  You are still the greates.  That was a great phone conversation.  I thought it an aberration to spend three hours on the phone with you then.  Now, it is the norm, and I would not desire it any other way.


 
Posted by Nate on [19 Dec 2006 | Tuesday] - 5:55 AM
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Nate

 

Mysterious.  I remember that.  I loved you then, and I love you now.


 
Posted by Nate on [30 Jan 2007 | Tuesday] - 8:29 AM
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hey i was browsing through blogs on the internet built into the PS3 i got for FREE from this site I agree with what u say in your blog and hey this free playstation 3 site is still giving out PS3s!
 
Posted by Edit on [13 May 2007 | Sunday] - 12:59 PM
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