Has someone ever yelled at you because you were sick? No I didn't think so or maybe so. Well, tonight I got yelled at for being 'too sick' and my mom just 'wish I got better'. That's normally what our fights are about these days. Just just me being sick. Great right? Do I ask to be sick? No. Then why does she yell at me like it's my fault? All I want to do is go back to school like everyone else and no one else seems to want me accomplish that goal. She also keeps making jokes about me having mood swings and they're really not mood swings their just me getting lower and lower into I don't know. I'm so confused I can't think and I have no one to talk to. My doctors keep putting off this test and this test for later and later so if I'm still not sleeping it'll be in september. Great. I'll be put in the hospital during school to sleep... what a great what to mess up my schedule. But I'm sorry I must go. Please comment tell me what I should do or something.


Laura