Here I sit again contemplating my so call film career. While I may be back I'm still doing the same old darn thing I was doing almost two years ago. I love doing short films but I'm ready for the big stuff. I'm just wondering if I'm ever going to get a break. I have a few ideas that I would love to see be turn into features but its just getting to the point where I'm not really sure if I'm ever going to actually get one done. I'm working on a few things and I enjoy what I do but I'm starting to question myself. What's the point? Where is this taking me? I'm just growing restless. That's it right there. Restless, impatient, and annoyed mostly. Annoyed because I got some great ideas but lack the funds to make them come true. I'm stuck selling myself short, producing stuff that I can only afford and just patiently hoping and praying that maybe, just maybe, it will lead me to a door, even a window would be something, a door or opportunity.