So, I keep thinking I want to get back into blogging. I enjoy it. Or at least I tell myself I enjoy it, and maybe I do, but when it comes to getting on the computer and making the decision of which blog to blog in and if I want to copy said blog to all my other blogs...Yeah, I quickly lose motivation. So, does that mean I need to get rid of all my other blogs and just keep one? Eh...I like all my other blogs for seperate reasons....

    Anyway, as I was thinking about this the other day I was reminded that I used to keep a DeadJournal back when it was free. There was so much teenage angst in that blog! OMG. And I remembered that the group I was hanging out with at the time always prided themselves with not going through the normal drama that other teenage kids went through. Boy were we wrong. So yeah, I was thinking I might transfer the blog to my Blogger, just so I can laugh at myself when I feel the need.

      I also found the tape Nicole took of all of us one of the times she was out here. There's Outlandish, Swing Dancing, hanging out at the Dodd's house, IHOP parking lot, Renee's house, Blue Hole and Santa Rosa. Nicole kept saying while she was here last time that she missed those times....But the more I think about it the more I don't. Sure, I don't regret them, but they were full of shitty times too. Nicole just didn't have to go through that part I think. Yep, can't really miss back stabbing and cruel jokes now can ya?

    So, while I do miss the fun times, there is no way I would ever in a million years be at all willing to experience them again.

    That also might have to do with the fact that I'm all sorts of ready to get out of dodge. The moments I have when I starting thinking that I might miss it here and maybe contemplate staying a bit longer to finish something, my family always finds some way to remind me that I hate this fucking state just because of them. I've been held back in just about every way and I'm tired of it. The time to get on with my life is way past.

    I also need to get back in shape. Will work harder. Think I might take Buffy and go mess around in the foothills tomorrow. I really want to join a gym, but I'm not making enough money and finances are a drain already since I'm trying to save up to move.

    I miss Joey! Desperately. He and David are currently stranded in Bum-fuck, Tennessee. Who saw that coming, hm? I hope that I will get to see him on their way to Boise but I'm seriously doubting it. Damnit.

    Everyone this last couple of weeks has just been going on and on about how relationships suck. I think it's because they're in the wrong relationship. I mean, really. If it sucks, why the hell are you putting yourself through it? Relationships are to help you through life and help you be happy. Not make life worse.

    My rabbit is cute! And he's kinda potty training him self. It's weird. He found the cat litterbox and was utterly thrilled...Seriously. Don't think I've seen him that excited about something except when he finds bags full of his dirty bedding. Weird rabbit. He jumps up onto my bed now when he gets lonely. I think he's grown attached to Buffy for some reason. Still doesn't like to be picked up though.

    Anyhoo, Zelda is calling.