"Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you."

-Vipin Sharma

What a great weekend. I hung out with friends, both old and new. Thursday it was Dancing at the Dallas Bull, Friday it was Downtown Disney, movies and Disney Quest. And yet...

My heart still weighs heavy. As much as I district myself from the thought of her, she still haunts my thoughts. A wise friend once told me that it wasn't her I missed, it was what we had. A very true thought, and for the most part true.

I fear that although I'm well on my way, I still have a lot of healing to do. It seams I'll never get the answers I seek when it comes to certain things, but I guess I'll just live with that, I've done it before.

I have many to distractions to ... distract me, LOL. (Did I mention my middle name is "Danger"). When it comes to her, I just try to think of all the good times, all that she has taught me. I would have gone through hell for her, I would have taken a bullet for her, I would let her hold the TV remote. To the good times, may they never be forgotten. :.)