So, I'm dreaming of weddings and vows and celebration, actually not bad dream at all. I awake up, sit up in my bed, look over at my dog and ask, "What the heck was that about?" I didn't think much of it, and went through my morning routine. It wasn't until I sat down in front of my computer, that I realized what day it was.

If things were different, I would be in Puerto Rico right now, getting ready for a wedding... my wedding. It funny how the subconscious mind works, I had pretty much forgotten about that, or at least thats what I'm claiming, LOL.

I'm glad to say thought, that these things don't seam to phase me anymore. The past doesn't haunt me anymore. Actually today in particular I'm in a pretty good mood. Although sore from all the work I've done this past week, I had been able to spend some time with a girl from work, that have a bit of crush on. LOL, funny thing, I didn't realize how much of a crush I had until I went to lunch with her, I was really nervous for some reason. Hopefully she doesn't think I'm a spaz or something.