well hello again. i was just sitting here after a busy day of runnin and just being mommy and was thinking how scared i was 2 let go of some of the things that use 2 be so normal and even comfortable 2 me. its amazing how those things rarly cross my mind anymore and really werent worth my time before. the things that still do matter or the people that inpacted my life so much. some good, some bad, and some so amazing that I will never 4get. I guess my point is that i realized that its ok 2 take things from the craziest part of ur life and still move on . memories r so many parts of my life, even the worst ones i still learn from and they make it easier 4 me 2 remember why i am the person i am 2day and why i will never let myself go back 2 the way i was. i live for me and my kids everyday and even though it may e a little understimulating some times, i love every minute of it.