On Earth Off
Words and worlds In thought, in theory
All around peace and fury. It's kind of fun, kind of scary
So much beauty, so alone
Not, but here we live and here we rot

To grow and I still don't know
Any god nor man, what's real and made

Onward in despair we go
Got hopes up just to crash down and fade
Here we go in escalate
I don't know a heart from spade

Just a man from outer space
You try to bring me out of orbit to this place

Ice cold water with some slut daughter
Times in the devil and holy will to slaughter
Sold my soul back to, from myself
Earth, The dead life of being here
Isolate from the loneliness of friends
Portions of room lined without fear

Oh, cat
Okay

Today I woke in an optimistic state
Just to watch everything fill me with sorrow and hate
Last night i died to sleep
It's inconceivable that I still walk on my feet
I have just what I got,Yet still we progress as we rot
Still mine as well force our only shot that we got

He spent a whole life in some flow,
seeking some answers he knew
Would never be so questioned
They fought in essence to stop it all
From had ever existing

Death leaves corpses still
A past story hallucination pill
Bread and wine we just can't dine
A path of destruction is labeled mine

Now just bones, the old boy knows
She found creepy crawlers appetizing

Inside dirt the world can't hurt
Though you hurt yourself, you're so revitalizing

Tonight I try, I try not to cry out
Outside my head I still somehow survive
Ambitions and tears afloat As I lye
Reality is all a fictitious lie

Mind Brain
Now that the mind is a mess
There's not much to confess
Malfunction hypocrite and a dick
Mind and cock beats circle runs until sick
A worn down B-movie horror flick
Attempt and try and try, it dies
Screaming, sleeping, anger in cries
Scratching and bleeding, the hatred arise
Hatred cause i kill my love
Fun is dead,so for it, I shove

Chaos mind
Chaos brain
Rotates insane
Cannot find

Constantly on the indecisive
Can't stand the submissive
I feel the need to kill
Absence of satisfying fill
Gotta crush, break andburn
Destruction, forget and learn
Loving so much, then i'm pissed as fuck
Listening to you, shows that you suck
You lack a brain, interest and progress
Energy into the ditch, you bitch

Now that the mind's allways a mess
There ain't nothin ever to confess
Success and failure put to the test
Freeze your mind is under arrest
Crush, Break and burn
Destruction, forget, learn
Constantly on the indicisive
I feel the need to kill
Gonna kill myself
First I'm going to end the world

Chaos mind                Left and right
Chaos brain                no wrong nor right
I'm Insane                civil fight
It's pain                fly a kite
It is death                kick a wall
it is life                pop a ball
waste of joy breathe            burn a man
Got me a fuckin knife        I'm a garbage can

Boxcity
There's the stress, incompetence
Brain cells running around
Sucess or failure, what's the sentence?
Jumbling all together in a senseless sound
Not a connection, they claim i's a fence
It could ease up if i fit another town
But broken when an attack uprises your instant defense
turning smiles, serritonin in reverse to hatred all around

Alien towards the entire human race
Hatred towards your words to face
Every action or idiotcy brings you down
So aggravated in desperation, you smash it to the ground

There's a miscommunication
Or understanding of the unrelated
Simple things adding to the complication
And the ignorance of lowtolerance of the hatred
ANd now it's the few that risesatisfaction
Along the unknown that wasn't stated
Advancing looksbleak and saturated
With numbness, forgotten and desperation
Similiar lines you breed if not suceed or shout
It's a circle of you don't get out

Life is a Joke
Gonna kill somebody
Gonna kill them good
Gonna kill everybody
Gonna blow up the neighborhood

I walk through without the lights on
Swingin' fists and the nights on
Burried underground we're done
He shot a knife out from his gun

Shouts of mad terror crying
Blood and sparks are now flying
Tonight the moon is so full
lycanthropy like i'm a fool

Again, it is time to waste life
Sit and stare at the blankest wall
Two words, you know it all
Same ones replay on repeat

Again, I've wasted all my time
Intentions burned up in rhyme
Better get this jazz to descend
Anyways our lives will end

stare at the fuckin wall
stare at the fuckin' wall
tore down all the papers and posters
took a bath with some blades and toasters
hung myself to dry in the garage
shot myself to live as a massage

So we laugh at all your funerals
scream blasphemy in your church
making silence at the party
We're all a fucking joke
Bust a cap in grandmas ass
Cry as your mother starts to choke
Smoke dirt and roll in grass
Life's all a fucking joke

A motorhome on fire for a birthday gift
cutting lawns for cash in the day
Was born so we could end up  dead
I heart bread
Frustration and bricks destoys your health
Fucking everybody especially yourself
Let ambitions collect dust on the shelf
I like pizza

Instability
Instability
Fuck reality
It fucks with me every single day

People and my subconscious
Fuck consciousness
Unconscious, No conscience
Fearful bliss
The day is suspicious
To wall appliances
And water piss

Oh Satan, are you kidding?
When and where, why always?
On concrete screaming FUCK
it's all good until it shall SUCK
But not on a dick
Not a flick
Just a prick
In your ear, stick
Give it a kick
And pick up a pick
And take a shit

Believe in every fictional story
For it feels more real than your uncle talking about screen doors
Clench your teeth and piss to 40
For you live twice and can't even fuck whores
Boring old story
Tell it again, I like the part with the rabbit and the bee
Leaves me in a past that's eating today
I swear I'm gay

Look to the future for it's painted better than right now
I don't comprehend how
But right now is always too much to handle
Get a grip, get a handle
I'll never be able to handle

BIG Idiot
Not a nihilist
I'd like to annihilate this and that
Slim and fat, black and white, loose and tight
Reach out enrage a fight

Some help others
Love like sisters and brothers
Lending help and hand
Reach out to understand
But most people, I just can't stand
Their stupidity runs and hurts
Brain has abandoned and deserted

Ignorance
You shouldn't exist
You don't deserve
To even shit or serve
Just die in a pit
Idiots frustrate
It's them I fucking hate
Don't speak, it's too late
Just fucking die, die, die, die, die

"your stupid ass and failure of
life and pathetic actions and lack of
thought is part of the reason
people get depressed, fucking
stressed and just flat out pissed
it's why people die, the politicians
can lie, it's why society is a tool
and everyone is a fool
it's because you're
fucking stupid and my
goddamn dog is smarter than you."

I used to think I was guilty of the idiot crime
But you make me feel like Einstein
You wonder why I yell and bitch
It's because your my fucking insect itch
You will never be able to ever understand
You may have some authority power but I have an upper hand
Your brain is sour full of flour
Your education took an hour
Now go jump off a tower

Evil Bread
Evil Dead Posess my Head
Chainsaw hand, shotgun Man
Demons, Skeletons, Evil must Die
Gonna Laugh Gotta cry

Am I gonna Kill my Good Friend
Whacked off the Head of My Girlfriend
I'm Now the Only One Still Alive
Kill Kill FIght To Survive
The Deer Head and Lamp, books and pans
laughing at me, taking my hand
Bridge has curved and just fell
Possession Destroy me, what in the hell?

My name's Ash
I'm the guy with the Gun
Gimmie some Sugar, Baby

Shop smart, shop S-Mart, Ya got That???!!
Yeah, The Kindoms under attack
Woods will Rape you, Kidnap you
Book bound in Human Flesh
Demons lookin for the Humans Fresh
Nekronomicon bound in human flesh

Roboscape
Walking out the door, the same as pacing room.
driving down freeway, but you're still driving home.
You think you found something, but it's all just shit
There ain't  no inspiration given in this world other than to destroy it

It's all as is.
Anything you breathe is a nice execution
Melt to liquify your soul into an atom mind solution
I think and I find the conclusions are better off unanswered in confusion,
because Alive.  Dead. That's all. 

One end to the other was just the other side of the same  goddamn string
Repetitive bore without a door or an escape on the floor
Goals all reached, freedom breached
It's great to look at life staring up from the grave
because Alive.  Dead.  That's all.

If you can't find the answers just kill yourself
If you don't know what to do, enlist into salivating slavery
When you've learned to stabilize without a doubt
You ain't got no reason to fuck up and shout

All the ways growing up, growing down
The shit we tread awake and in bed
It's all done, It's all said for
Excitement in a world of bore

A Fresh Death
Opening line
portal warped time
you got so much to say
converse all night everyday
feel it all ends, but your here
so it's all, all you, my dear

just an emotion of a swift wind
feelings extracted from within thought
misconception, isolation, we all disintegrate
and this is so great;not used to coping with such a feeling
other than hate and my sealing
so it's strange, but not foreign
and i hate to sound so goddamn boring
but i know you admit that it's good

and it's so strange we felt something good
and it is strange you know that we should
it's pain to know pain far less more
so plain and interesting, life gets me up and down
just from being alive, or am i dead
cause it's heaven or hell, this green gray, dead earth, we're still here

all to death and to be no more
but this is what i want, what makes you smile and soar
this is what we possibly exist for
this is exactly what we are for
you and this, the trees, my bee, i adore
lay and walk, and talk, and fuck on the floor
we've been here before
but i swear i'll never again walk out the door

and it's strange to feel so fucking good
it's strange to know that we should
it's pain to know pain far less more
so plain and interesting, life gets me up and down
just from being alive, or am i dead
cause it's heaven or hell, this green gray, dead we're still here

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