I can only write out my emotions, I could never speak them. I finally have a day off where I can finally write everything out. I work for the military now, I am an Mp/Gaurd. I don't get to spend a lot of time with my family anymore, and I think it blows. I can't get my long lost love out of my head, because I am still absolutely inlove with her. Hopefully everything will go alright as the year progress'. I already have a baby room set up incase she realizes what's actually up with him. I wish to be involved more However, I am concerned for her safety. What more can I do, but prepare for her to have a place to live.

All the words people speak to her, and she still can't get it through her mind. The jerk doesn't love her, not at this time not ever. He is just using her. For her body, and to have babys. There are people out there like that. And he is actually one of them. He hate's my cousin because she looked out for Bella, giving her advice. But all he can say is that my cousin started drama. He is a little boy that knows nothing about true family and friendship.

What man tells his wife, she has a curfue? What man doesn't allow his wife to see her family and her bestfriends? What man won't let his wife out of the house? A man who treats his wife like a slave or mentally abuses her. A man who thinks his wife is nothing but a thing to fuck and make babies. A man who has no respect. Please bella take the rose color glasses off and look deep within and know he doesn't love you. That he has to learn to love himself before he can honestly love anyone else. Look at all the girls he has been with, and ask yourself why they left.

Remember what Love is really like Bella. Remember who was there when you really needed it.. Remember who was there When your ex-boyfriend fucked and left. Just Remember, to save yourself and your children.

Remember one vital thing, You said I love you first, And he did not. It's the man's responsibility to say the words before the woman.