So.. I had this revolation! I realized that even if you sit and wait after trying and trying the same thing happens. So why care the train of opportunity can only be seen by the nobodies inside of us, But the nobodies are more confused then we are. They don't know how it feels to care or despise anymore. When they find themsevles again they realize that they're whole. So why do we search? We don't know that we are whole. Live life and don't worry you're fine the way you are it's everyone else.