well i didnt think u were u onli like that in a relationship

 

Phillip, I know you've changed, I watched you do it. You think that people think you are only in a relationship for sex and making out. I and a number of people know what you get into relationships for, and watch tenderly as you fall repeatedly, because as you browse through those that will have you, you seem to not noticed those that you yourself have labled but who they hang out with and how they look. You say no one trys to understand because you know that you wont let them look through the glass, and if they do, they are only allowed to see a little bit. Because it would be insane and detramental with your past, to let someone get as truely close to you as you want them to, because you have been hurt. I don't say this to endever myself in this, oh no, but there is someone still out there who craves your mind like you crave attraction, and if you'd just look for an attractive mind, your body will grow to an uncanny depth of physical attraction, yes it would take time. But for what you seek, it's the only true answer.