I guess I've got some explaining to do. Alot of this has to do with the fact that I work 11pm -10 am. What happens is these last minute shows keep fuckin me up. I end up coming home from work sleeping for 2 hours and then playing a show feeling like shit. Which is exactly what was going on last weekend. I would have contacted people a week earlier and taken the time off of work but I was in the hospital getting my swolen eye drained. Despite having quit the band, I was convinced very last minute to play at the Rexleigh Mill this year. All I have to say is when that many people support what you're doing so strongly its hard to give up. I also think alot of people knew I wasn't going to give up so easily but for a while I really wanted to. I hear it's hard to be in a band. Immagine how hard it is to do what a band does completely alone. If anyone would like to criticize me all I have to say is, write 500 songs by yourself, be in 2 more bands, get a college degree, and don't forget you have to do everything from the cover art to booking to promoting and all that shit and everyone must have doughnuts by 5AM sharp or else.