In No particular order but alphabetical...

I remember feeling very betrayed, that you could spend time with me a whole weekend and then leave on a whim for the first available bar slut around, I still don't want to talk to you...
I remember watching you preform, you are amazing... some things just arent ment to be despite good intentions...
I remember you comming to visit me, swimming in the freezing pool, and all the many times on the beach, I wish we were still close...
I remember seeing you at the barn, man you're nice to look at...
I remember jr. prom, how you were there for me, watching waterboy in the theater and you getting up and singing "who got the hooch" your ability to always make me smile is something I miss terribly...
I remember you being the first, the first of so many things, and the only one to imprint me in such a way that I'll never ever ever be the same, the damage done and the pain inflicted will never end, I'll never be whole agian...
I remember an interesting 4th of july party, and your dog waking me up, how she was jelous of me...
I remember one crazy night, you are quite witty and very convincing...
I remember getting rug burn on my kneese so bad...
I remember a futon and ice hocky keg parties...
I remember strawberry moonshine and police dogs and several drunkin nights at pounders...
I remember how much I love your family, the smell of ciggs and wiskey and the taste of dip in your mouth...
I remember parties on the patio and jam sessions and monster truck shows and the 50 cent movie theater...
I remember watching porn and tryin not to wake your dad...
I remember the shower at your parents and your big combat boots and circular bars and how your apartment smelled like leather and absinth...
I remember nothing of you to be compleatle honest, except a ridiculas nickname...
I remember getting you in trouble...
I remember wet n wild and trips to tampa, long conversations on a porch and hot tub wine parties...
I remember your youthfulness...
I remember you rescueing me and almost getting your ass kicked for it, road trips and chili cookoffs, pottery classes and smoke sessions and pizza deliveries...
I remember being scared to ever touch another man after him and then there was you...
I remember a beautiful weekend in the mountians of North Carolina...
I remember the month of july and a motocross jersey and lots of dirty text messages...
I remember breaking in a new truck with you... on two different occasions...
I remember arguing over noah's arc and the dinasaurs...
I remember meeting your dad being awkward...
I remember skinny dipping...
I remember my chemical romance and cookouts...
I remember the pink bathrobe accident and your stupid flag everywhere and drunkin walkes down the strip in daytona and carabas with my parents...
I remember halloween parties and waterbeds, bar b q and country bars, your gold eyes and a marines shirt...
I remember a play house and an open field...
I remember feeding racoons pizza and uncle bruce...
I remember hiding from fire works and frog punting and jaws...
I remember getting through a whole cd and talking about religion and the casino and metal and golf clubs...
I remember kicking your ass at darts and my friends liking you...
I remember discussing the differences in rock, southern rock and country...
I remember helping you get a storage space...
I remember the fact that I should have never let you go, the barn and how your room was painted the stupidist most ugly colors, and chinese food every monday...
I remember tim mcgraw and bonfires...
But mostly I remember how because of you I am the way I am so thanks and fuck you!!!