Love is such a beautiful thing. Love has the power to uplift ones spirit to enormous heights.. Love can also be bittersweet. Love is what we are when everything else is stripped away. All we really are is love incarnate. I feel so much love in my heart right now. I have been through so much recently and could probably justify being angry at the world, but would that really get me anywhere?? Tonite, I went to the beach with Mel C (spice girls) it was beautiful!! we left super late... 3 am or so.. it was her last night in town before she had to go back to wherever it was she came from... Kentucky maybe? after that we went to this super magical viewpoint in hollywood called, Wonderland! I used to go to wonderland ALL the time... so much so, that the stinkin' city put up a fence - so me and my buddies couldn't cause any more trouble.
GOSH!! Love.. love is on my mind.. love is in my heart. I know i am kind of rambling about love, but its a great thing to talk about. I could talk about love for days! I could also make love for days ; )
just kidding... I could make love for weeks!!! love is the greatest force in the universe. I know love exists. it is so real, yet intangible. I could smell it almost... but it is elusive for so many people... why!?? i don't know the answer. souls yearn to be loved. the only thing i can say about that is that love is a natural thing. It comes when you least expect it. It comes in colors. I am absolutely certain that my love, my one true love is out there. Maybe closer than I realize even. I just have to believe. I have to have faith.
Tonite, on the beach, I felt so good within all of the elements surrounding me. I felt as though everything would be okay soon. That there were spirits and angels all around. I would look to the sky and see all the beautiful, twinkling stars; So captivating and bright! At that moment, I felt small.. so small. the universe is so BIG! I feel like I am smaller than a drop of water that is part of the ocean. That I am smaller than a grain of sand compared to all of the sandy beaches across the entire planet. But in that moment of realization, I felt a deep sense of purpose. that something out there is guiding us. its guiding me. the only way I get my guidance is thru my heart, so I keep it open - even if someone wants to hurt me. I am so small and insignificant, yet there is a reason why I am here. There is a reason why all of us Human Beings are here! it is no great "accident" There is a Divine. We, are moving at fast speeds towards evolving into something else. WE are all one at our core.
to my love whom I have not met yet...
I love you like a fish needs water.
I love you like I need air.
I love you across the universe
I will always love you
I love you NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.
You are out there. I can feel you. You are truly God's Anngel, sent from above.
Thank you