Have you ever been so upset, that you don't know whether to scream, cry, or throw things? The type where you end up jsut sitting om the floor, staring at the nearest inanimate object?

When you don't know what to do next....when you feel numb and hopeless. You want to cry, you may even start...but it won't hold. You just can't do it. Nothing comes?

You don't know where to go. Who to turn to. Not that it matters. You don't want to talk to anyone anyways.

The only people who pop into your head to talk to are people who are jsut going to tell you things as they see them-with only bits and pieces of the whole stoy....so you know talking to them has no real point but to make you feel worse that everyone around you is so dillusional.