So the past few days have been so up and down....i'm talking for myself. Rehersal last night was good....i got a major headache out of nowhere but finished the whole set. Well i dont know why im writing now but i just felt like i needed to.....I'm currently at work....oh yeah ....about taking things for granted that is why i got the sudden urge to write. I know i take alot of things for granted and i just want to keep myself in check:) Know what i mean....right on! For example i wake up everyday......and i dont' wake up alone..i have a peacful home in brooklyn...(a blessing in itself to have a roof over my head...our heads).... the beautiful sunlight coming through our windows....the tonal sounds of the radio drowning out the chilly silent draft.....the smile and sleepy eyes of BJ....a bathroom to use when in need....a kitchen to cook and create....a job to go to ....a home to go to.....the list can go on and on....i just stepped away from the computer to restock some water.....so i lost track and now i am totally a.d.d.-ing.......and on top of that my friend was talking to me at the same time so i was trying to pay attention to her.....didnt catch but a few words about her music production.....( you can check her out at myspace.com/stinemusic......) i really need to work on that to...the whole listening...hahah!! lalalalalalallaallalalallaaaaaaaa.....we have a show tomorrow and im excited! I love you all! I also am so grateful for my girls in the band.....that to i do take for granted at times.....i really need to work on the whole patience thing and really looking at what is going on in the inside and also trying not to obsess over thoughts allowing my mind to mess with me.....focus, focus ,.....white......light.....white light.....:) have a beautiful and blessed day!

with love,
sora