I just want to care for one girl. To love her and try to make something last. Many people don't understand what we are going through because of such an uncommon situation. But I really, truely believe that your feelings and your heart grow much fonder and deeper with an absence or this "seperation." To just communicate with one person without being able to see them is something that I can't even explain. Tough love is true love. She makes me so happy and I know I make her just as happy. It seems like a real shame to keep us apart but it's only making us stronger and closer to each other. Is it a test?? See if I stick around for her?? We've talked everyday for quite some time. What does that say? I care so much for you Briana Coco and I never want you to feel any sadness anymore. I want to always be there for you. To be that one guy in your life that solves all your problems and together I know we could have something very special. Many people might think I'm crazy for waiting or doing what I've been doing, but hell...it makes me and her happy for now! Good things come to those who wait. Say whatever you want about what I'm doing, but nothing would change my feelings towards her. I promise to care for her like nobody else could. So who wants to stand in the way of something like this? I'm sorry for loving somebody

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