so, as most of you know, i'm going to be a mama.
me and josh are super excited!
we found out 2 days AFTER my 21st birthday,
that was a shocker!
i'm 6 weeks along,  and just starting to get morning sickness.
i'm due in february, and i hope our little one will be born
on trisha's birthday. that would be amazing.

most of my family knows. still waiting to tell a few people.
i'm not sure how i feel at this point about my family's reaction.
i feel as though i let my parents down. : (
that was never the intention.

i know they're scared, and they just want what's best.
but i really think everything is going to be ok.
josh has 2 jobs, & he's thinking about taking a better welding job.
so, money isn't the issue...yet.
i just dont know how much longer i can stay working.
i'm sore, and drained all the time. it sucks!
but, he's an amazing man, and i know he'll take care of us.

i'm so happy that this is happening.
i've wanted to have a child for so long. and to finally be able to,
with the love of my life, feels incredible.
there are no words to express how truly in love and blessed i am.
he's my everything, and i can't wait to pass on the love
i feel towards him, to our child.

i know we have a lot of growing up to do,
but that doesn't mean we can't do it with a baby.
i mean, it's not like i'm 16 years old and still in highschool.
i'm 21. i graduated. i have a job. i have a car. i have my own apartment.
and i have a loving and supportive boyfriend.
i'm in better shape than most teenage girls having kids @ 15, 16, & 17.

i promise everything will be ok...