Sigh, I’m really getting frustrated with it all.  Job searching, people, everything.  I’m sure something will come along when I need it, but until then it’s left me completely stressed out. I can’t buy anything I want, and I can barely afford the things I need.  My parents aren’t getting by much better.

We’ve got to come up with the money for an attorney since this dick head senior at my brother’s school started crap with him and now they have to go to court. Basically this kid is always picking on my brother. My brother is 14 while this kid is 18. One day he pushed my brother too far and he decided to fight back.  The principal called the cops since it was their second incident, only all the blame got put on my brother.

They wont provide him an attorney for whatever reason so now we have to try and find one. Oh joy.

Let it be known that I hate bullies.

When I was little I was picked on all the time and I constantly came home crying. It took me until my freshman year in high school to stand up for myself.  After I began standing up for myself, I started standing up for those who wouldn’t.

Especially on the bus. There was one kid in particular who constantly got picked on. Yes, sometimes the kid was incredibly annoying, but he did not deserve some of the crap he got. To make it worse, anytime he had food or candy, anything like that, everyone who was normally picking on him decided they wanted to be his friend. At least until the candy ran out.

I don’t know how many times I sat in the back with my headphones on, music on pause, just so I could watch what was going on in the front.  When things got to a certain point, I would stand up and walk to the front and take care of it. Eventually I had all those little pricks scared of me and they knew when I stood up, they had gone too far.

One of my friends even said I was like the protective older sister on the bus, and I guess I was.  I just couldn’t stand by and let someone get picked on. Not when I knew how badly those words could hurt.

This certainly has gotten off track quickly….I hate bullies, that’s really all that needs to be said. If you’re a bully, grow the fuck up. Get over whatever complex you have and apologize to the people you’ve picked on. If you’ve ever bullied anyone, I hope you’ve grown up since then and realized what a prick you were.  Kudos if you’ve had the courage to apologize to those you picked on.

Late.