-Dear Lord, forgive me? For letting the judgement from others, dictate my judgement towards others? Forgive me, for misleading my sisters and brothers, and causing hurt to my father and mother? Accept me for who I am, and not what the world made me.- Sweat trickling, panicky from heartache, tryna make a dif-fer-ence before my momma heart break. Running long distance something kicking at my heart rate, got me counting victims, how much ripping can my heart take? Walking in my casket feeling like I got my heart staked, pouring out the acid from my soul that left my heart baked. Now im in the deep blue sea and Im shark bait, missions impossible to flee where the sharks aint. Gotta fight to make it to the light but the darks taint, caught up in a quandary, I tremble when the dark quake. Not from fear, but anxiety that cause hate, no ship, no sea legs, man its a tall case. Im just a single lost soul of a broad base, living in a nightmare wishing it was all fake. I gotta get up before my final call wake, anchored to the bottom, battling to make the ball faint.