To settle everything you've been thinking and saying I'm going to explain my decision.

First know this...
I have NOT been sitting around bad mouthing you.
So fuck you and you're subtle comments.

I stopped talking to you because I felt used and abused.
Not physically, obviously, but mentally you were fucking with my head.
 
I shouldn't have to hide the fact that I'm talking to someone because you'll get mad.
I shouldn't have to ignore text messages because you don't like that person.
You shouldn't be the only person in my life it's unhealthy.
You shouldn't get mad when I have to take you home because I was asked to babysit.
You shouldn't accuse me of talking shit just because I chose to hang out with someone else instead.

Personally I felt like you only used me for a ride to the Otep show.
When I came home from camping you brought your friend to my house and left me alone for an hour...what the hell?
We went to the diner after the show and what did you do?
You went outside with her for about a half hour!
She asked me for a and promised me gas money, which I never got by the way, that was the only reason I agreed in the first place. I had told you previously I didn't wanna drive all the way out there.

When we went to Jammi's that one time you got mad because you were in the car for an hour. You were told you could come in. You've been to her house before. My Aunt even told me to go out and get you. You refused to come in because it wasn't your house. Neither is mine but you were there all the time. I didn't understand because you get along with Jammi, I didn't see the big deal.

I suppose it is true that the little things are what matter.

It hasn't been easy not having you around, don't get me wrong, I even miss you.
Always having someone to talk to me while I was at work.
The only other person as crazy for Avenged Sevenfold as myself!
You are still the only person who understands.

I just needed a break and so I took one.
You started blowing things outta proportion.
I've been reading you status messages.
I'm not dumb.

It's your call from here, if you even read this.
Just know that all of that, plus more, really actually hurt me.
I figure you must be upset as well, I don't blame you.
I figured it would be easier this way then confronting you and getting into a huge fight.