» my gift of self is raped
my privacy is raked
and yet i find
and yet i find
repeating in my head
if i can't be my own
i'd feel better dead...

» hate
i'm your hate
i'm your hate when you want love
pay
pay the price
pay, for nothing's fair...

» you used to beg me,
to take,
care of things,
and smile at the thoughts,
of me failing...

» lay beside me
under wicked sky
the black of day
dark of night
we share this paralyze
the door cracks open
but there's no sun shining through
black heart scarring darker still...

» face i am nothing face
complete by sarcastic tastes
what a waste i think i'd rather die
wanting never gaining i find myself pondering life
always situations i can never hide
crying tears of anger, hate
depressed i never know the me, never know what to do
slit pour out the life a bottle of the "vive"
a desperate cry for something else to justify
i'm in a daze caused by pain
a failing force that wants to change
painting the white to grey
numb body shivering
blood dripping from the skin
painting the white to grey...

» loneliness is not a phase
field of pain is where i graze
serenity is far away...

» fake smiles surround me all day
no more can i tolerate
these excuses or all this
constant pressure overloading
make it stop the fire's always burning...

» i fall
i fall face down at the sight of myself
no one to pick me up
look what our lives have become...

» i hate the way
you have no shame
you act like nothing's happened
it's time to rise
the final fight
this is the last time...

» when you are this way you think you're God
but the people around you are destroyed
coming home getting off by killing who you love
i hope you end up in a body bag...........................

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